hoho ~

starting on fri :
yay !
finally ... marching ' exam ' !!
nervous , sweating cuming toward me ....
feel like something going 2 happen badly....
ya.... of corse i'm right ==
bad thing DO happen 2 me
my watch missing !
omg ! my b'day present ! wat m i surpose 2 do ?
i remember i put inside my history book ...
after class dismiss , i put my bag n books in 3 ai ( classroom )
i take out my watch n purse......
after dat i rush 2 sport field
then teacher cum n order us 2 take our bag down frm 3 ai
i ran fast [ tired ] , n ran down fast as i could....
after dat , i realized my watch had gone when i'm at d sport field....
when marching ' exam ' over , i quickly went upstair....
guess wat ? i'm too ' early ' , the gate had just closed.....
haiz ..... hop my watch had been found by generous 's ppl

back to title.....
i'm group 4 that day
when i c other ppl marching ...
i'm starting to feel cold n nervous
finally is our turn 2 show others wat he hav on marching
i'm keep praying .." god pls help me , let me do nothing wrong "
when commander shout ' attention h3 h4 prefect (x2) '
my leg begun 2 feel like want to walk away... no ! is ran away !
my mouth wants 2 open n shout ' i surrender ! let me out of this situation...'
my brain keep telling me ' u can't do it , u'r a loser....'
scared , i'm scared 2 b a loser...
my fear had taken my faith
dat moment i think of something.....
i think of dat ...... again

a short conversation :
charaters : A n B
A ask B :hav you ever think of giving up 2 be a prefect .
B: ya.
A: y ? y u'r stil a perfect , y don u let go of it now ?[ full of question marks around ]
B:b'caz my father say i cant effort 2 be a prefect , n he think dat i'm weak . i want 2 show him , i want to show him dat i hav the ability be 2 a prefect ![ full of confidence ]

i was juz standing b'side B ...
dat moment i think of myself
me ???
i hav no push by anything...
but i'm very weak , weaker then B [X100]
y m i so weak ?
y i choose 2 b a prefect ?
i ask myself ... n think of the day i choose 2 b a prefect...full of faith
i want 2 be strong , i want 2 be sumone who show their best to other
i think the same when is my turn on d marching ' exam '
my faith finally came back
i begun 2 ignore all those negative thoughts
when bell rings 2 time , dat mean is over...
i think ' so fast ? '
yay ! we did it ! we're pro !

48th ! we r the best !

if i cant pass this exam , is alright 4 me now ..
caz i did it , i try my best , i'm oredy pro