Marching ! MGSC ! A bad news~==

Stuck in this title ...AGAIN !!!
ai yo....~~~~ @@
2day marching ... again [ every thrusday ]
== i'm poor...isn't it ?
i'm always dat poor lo
my team ~ h4 h3.....
they 'r gud !
haiz.......y always me.....??
c3 oso like dat , h4 oso like dat
'LOUDER !! LOUDER !!'
'STAND STRAIGHT !! '
'STRICT !!'
always those words.....

2day commander ask sum question....
actually....i duno how 2 answer....
but i 've follow wat my heart tells me

MCSC...
haiz.....
i'm .... dis....sa....point.......ed??
actually those word is 2 scold myself , not the whole team
me again ...
i'm not a gud actor...
i want 2 be like Angelina Jolie ....
but i cant ==

wednesday....i heard a news....
a boy [ 12 y/o ] suddenly died.....in my primary skull
when i heard it...i'm juz stun....n i dun believe it....
but is true
i felt sorry.......unfortunate....
he juz a kid ....a 12 years old kid....
when i heard my friend talk about him
my friend said....' i saw him yesterday...he's stil washing the dishes...n my mum chat n laugh wif him...i used 2 play wif him when i was a little....'
i felt pain....he died so sudden....
a kid....pass away...
leaving this world without saying goodbye 2 his family n friends....
i want 2 ask god y ...
y.....
mayb he felt pain in this world n he decided 2 leave ... i duno
me myself.....felt pain inside my heart....
i cant imagine my friend....how she feels....
2day....my friend didn't attended the funeral...she shuld go
but bcuz skull....she cant make it......

god....u're wise .... n ur plan is flawless....
i noe dat boy is in ur kingdom now...
n...i hope i can get d answer...y....i juz want 2 noe...