Nothing Different

hey...it's me again =)
it has been a long time i wrote
many things had happen recently
some of you might be very sad, and some of them might be happy
but know this, it's all about the world
how well do you understand the world, how well do you know this world
for someone out there: i'm know you're very dissapionted, and you might want to leave, you still our hero, go for it!
i don't want to ask for more, but please don't leave me alone =)

i think its about 5 weeks....
i go to the doctor
didn't improve anything yet

little did i know...
what i have to do