these day

dunno wats happen 2 me these days...
ppl said i'm juz seem 2 be different...frm the past
ya , dats right..==

let's start frm fri :
i'm so tired ...
when i came 2 skull i fall asleep
when i'm awake my head .... like was oredy burst....
kinda pain ...
i wan 2 cry but i keep telling myself dun cry
when other friends ask: how r u ? fine ? r u sick ? isn't it painful ? wanna rest ?
when i heard those words flowing around me, i bigun 2 cry
juz keep crying... n crying....
i never tought be4....my class...they'r so...
they make me feel so hapi....they care of me ...so much..
my friend li qi...i luv her so much , thx !
1 words....no mood ....
dat day... i cant even walked straight..juz like gonna fell down...
n...after skull gt marching....
squat down 100 times !!
is kinda painful 4 me...
but i stil force myself 2 stand up...so tired
n then....the word tze von told me 'forgive n forget' would never exist ...
ya , i tried to 'forgive n forget' , but stil doesn't work ...
i quarrel wif her....again
well, it happen so sudden , i cant explain n describe d process...

2day...
result...again
haiz.....
ya ya ya ...math poor , weak
bla bla bla ..... stupid math...
after skull i went 2 church
n we talked about prayer....
is nice n i learn a lot ^^
dun lie 2 jesus , be honest....
i never lie 2 him b4...
he oso d 1 hu forgive me a lot .... when i'm wrong or...
be more like juses....
m i gonna keep forgive my enemy , let them bcum my friend ?
ya...i think so...

YOU CAN DO IT JOEY ^^